Kimo Sounds Amor Fati

I had a picture drawn out in my mind
A different road, a different kind
A house of love, a perfect plan
A future built by my own hand
But life walked in wearing something else
Not the story
I told myself
I stood there waiting, arms crossed tight
Waiting for the world to make it right
But no apology ever came
No reason giving, no one to blame so
I stopped asking why
I just stopped asking why
I'm gonna love the life
I didn't order
The one that came, not the one
I saw
No more waiting for an apology
I'll build something beautiful from it all
Love the life
I didn't order
Every piece of it, the good, the flaws
This is my life
Job, I lost the map
I lost the version
I thought
I'd have
But somewhere deep inside the loss
I found a door
I hadn't crossed
I stopped rewriting what was done
And asked what can
I build from what
I've won
It's not pretending that it doesn't hurt
It's not forgetting what
I lost first
It's choosing peace over the endless fight
Choosing to love this life in this light
I don't need the perfect plan to feel whole
I just say yes
To my soul
I'm gonna love the life
I didn't order
The one that came, not the one
I saw
No more waiting for an apology
I'll build something beautiful from it all
Love the life
I didn't order
Every piece of it, the good, the flaws
This is my life and
I say yes to it
I love it now